stress

recently alotz of not happy stuff occurs in front of me.....im seriously not happy....just like our distributor is giving us alotz of trouble......set stupid target for us......and then compete directly wif us.....they even set the rules and i think its not authorised by the xox about the are allowed to steal our dealers...my god it means all my hard work has come to an end kah........fuck man......stupid ass....and then give those stupid numbers......everyone see's it also will not like it man......they grab nice one we get bad's one.......

career is moving no where...very stress.....dun like this type of environment........then talk about family......just last friday my dad start up a fight again......really fucking stupid when he did it so over.....he keep saying my mom outing wif other man.......sleep wif other man....use karaoke as an excuse to meet up wif those man...talk until my mom like a slut like that.......and my mom cannot take it so my mom yell at him......say wat r u done wif ur imagination ah...u crazee ah...thingz like that....okayz then me and younger bro go downstairs watch them and try to avoid any of them use violence.......then my mom pray in front of the guan yin and my grandmonther.....so my dad got crazy and he dig out those sand and throw at my mom's eyes........and he break that water put there for grandma.....and so my younger bro got very angry so i push my dad to sit on a chair and i stop him from moving......that time my mom so angry and bring the broom stick out......she wanna hit him and i protected my dad.......i can consider myself stop my mom and my younger bro whack my dad.....and stopped my dad to do stupid thingz....

then my elder bro come home....so he try to talk nicely wif my dad.......me and younger bro sit aside....but he is not listening lah..but he is tired......so he can't fight so long........then he sleep.....after that the next morning he got angry again.......he start everything again and scream and yell.......then he say his boss ask him out to breakfast......when he come home will fight again....early notice....fuck man......so my elder bro and his wife wif my niece out for breakfast too...left oni me wif my mom..younger bro sleepin....then when dad come back he really fight again........my god and as usual he say lah me this son useless lah,stupid lah,and he curse me that when im old my wife will betrayed me also and sleep wif other man....hahahahaz,wat a good daddy he is....then nvm,finaly he stopped when reaching noon.....then he talk nicely and try to apologise i dunno.....but my mood already spoiled for this weekend......then me and younger bro wif mom go out during noon to lunch wif the baby my mom used to babysit last time.....they are big now...so fun to walk around in pyramid........wif them i mean....so cute they are now.....

then reach home adi evening go for basketball.....so tired and was elbow on my chest by that big fat guy......well cuz nobody wanna guard him....everytime im there....and the basketball is satisfying,really sweat all out........but stress not clear at all.....hahahahaz

then sunday nothing much either than sleep sleep sleep......then out to lunch wif elder bro family.......in a nearby mamak.......then at nite mom and elder family go tapao...the food is so so oni....not to say nice as they claimed.....but anyway is just dinner....so dun bother about it........

then luckily kiu kiu alwiz share my problem.....i alwiz grumble grumble wif her all my problem.......although me and kiu neva meet each other before but we chat like we know each other very long adi......maybe is bcuz she neva see me before or else she will be sacred of me maybe...hahahahaz,but im glad she is alwiz here listen......but recently having a study break hope that u really can study hard and achieve ur goal u set earlier this year...cross fingers.....

finally,i still missing u very much leh......previous sunday which we dinner together and walk around its veryy sweet to me......i feel so happy can be wif u.....although we talk about oni normal stuff....but i realised that im more close wif u at least a few steps maybe........and let kevin saw me.....but we din go in any shop we just keep walking around oni.......looking forward to have another date wif u......miss u so much....

then ohya not to forget,justin mei mei and patrick mei mei recently go for travel and relax......welcome back to malaysia and work work work..hahahahaz,then happy birthday to evan mei mei on the 15th of april......stupid price tag....that staff which wrap for me is brainless....already ask her take out she just dun listen....hahahaz,apartment seems like a nice place for dinner....quite nice...hahaz

conclusion......im lost.......need a break...