well 2day after i woke up i feel very different.....as in i got no direction whether where to go,what to do.....this is bcuz suddenly alotz of thingz just happen.....well as the world war ended wif a funny way....i think my parents are back to normal...but this is my further worry......bcuz they argue almost everytime they contact....so if they still remains like this means for the coming 2-3 years i still have to stay beside them everytime they wanna fight......stay with toufu in a same room....and suffer wif the elder family????and so can't have my own personal life....just stick wif them....
then i remains the same miss u alotz....i dunno wat to do bcuz i dun received and response from u....i dun get any signal from u......its just like ignore......it really makes me wonder........but too bad i got no turning back since i already fall for u.....this is painful feeling.....well no choice but to wait and keep trying.....
and my job still d same.....2molo i must back to work and i really dun feel good wif it.....alotz of thingz.....aalotz of obstacle and i can oni be patient wif nothing can be done......and my invitation have to hold on for the moment.....everything is just so iritating....holy crapz........
mood===moody...
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Friday, November 28, 2008
wat a weekend!!!!
oh my god...recently i feel that things is just not so smooth happening around me.....first of all is my family is having alotz of conflict....first is toufu is so unhappy wif tong and oi......me oso actually....this is bcuz they bring us alotz of problem....sometimes just trying to create out some problem....without considering others that need to go and solve the problem....and it alwiz happen to be me...hahaz
this is already problem but not finish....cuz parents is still d same..their problem neva ended....everyday fight....mom's EQ is not good...Dad is alwiz cari pasal....so end up both of them alwiz fight....mom is weak....so alwiz pull us in.....and when that year i went out station it got worse....so now dad is alone...mom is wif bro's family and toufu...can't blame them bcuz of his unreasonable and alwiz being suspicious...and alwiz question people and think too much....cuz me the oni one still talking to him.....finally they decided to seperate for good......i hope this happen bcuz i really dun wana stay in the middle for their fight...when thingz really dun work out they are suppose to do that...force is not the way...........cuz love is not to own....hahaz,but seems like my dad is not so okay and trying to create alotz of trouble wif it...and 2nite seems to be the explode time.........just imagine this is combination of world war 3 + moonlight resonance + three kingdom.......i predict i can't sleep 2nite.....
then after that at work place also alotz of problem....dunno wat the fuck is wrong wif those idiot that trying to make my job more difficult...more work to do.....really itchy ass....will kick it when i meet him.....arghhhhhhhhhhh............and dunno when oni it can launch....really no patient waiting.....
finally,when are we gonna meet for the second time???people's long distance relationship oso can work out but we are just so close....yet so far..........haihz....i missing u so much.....i am not sure whether u r really that busy or actually is keeping a distance with me.......but i really have good feelingz on this relationshipz expecially when i miss u so much and fall for u........but anyhow im okayz wif single.....once u need me i will alwiz be by ur side......cuz i love u........hahahaz
okayz this is wat happen to me recently...i feel so stress....but i know thingz is gonna work out at the end.....im sure......everything will be all rite for me......gambateh!!!!!!!!
this is already problem but not finish....cuz parents is still d same..their problem neva ended....everyday fight....mom's EQ is not good...Dad is alwiz cari pasal....so end up both of them alwiz fight....mom is weak....so alwiz pull us in.....and when that year i went out station it got worse....so now dad is alone...mom is wif bro's family and toufu...can't blame them bcuz of his unreasonable and alwiz being suspicious...and alwiz question people and think too much....cuz me the oni one still talking to him.....finally they decided to seperate for good......i hope this happen bcuz i really dun wana stay in the middle for their fight...when thingz really dun work out they are suppose to do that...force is not the way...........cuz love is not to own....hahaz,but seems like my dad is not so okay and trying to create alotz of trouble wif it...and 2nite seems to be the explode time.........just imagine this is combination of world war 3 + moonlight resonance + three kingdom.......i predict i can't sleep 2nite.....
then after that at work place also alotz of problem....dunno wat the fuck is wrong wif those idiot that trying to make my job more difficult...more work to do.....really itchy ass....will kick it when i meet him.....arghhhhhhhhhhh............and dunno when oni it can launch....really no patient waiting.....
finally,when are we gonna meet for the second time???people's long distance relationship oso can work out but we are just so close....yet so far..........haihz....i missing u so much.....i am not sure whether u r really that busy or actually is keeping a distance with me.......but i really have good feelingz on this relationshipz expecially when i miss u so much and fall for u........but anyhow im okayz wif single.....once u need me i will alwiz be by ur side......cuz i love u........hahahaz
okayz this is wat happen to me recently...i feel so stress....but i know thingz is gonna work out at the end.....im sure......everything will be all rite for me......gambateh!!!!!!!!
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