happy new year!!!

2day is actually new year eve...so nothing much i can do....or i can say nothing......then preparing for 2nite countdown eve together wif shiroi and the rest of the gang!!they plan to go maison and without thinking i agree wif it....and we even purposely move to KL earlier cuz we wanna avoid jam...and we succeed..

then we stuck in monorail to go to bukit bintang to meet wif vivian in order to dinner together....so we eat together in yau yat village....i order some rice wif pork....we r having fun inside there and joking joking together.....then after that we go echo park cuz that dumb dumb evan boy wanna buy echopark shoe....we have fun and take picture...then we c so boring got nothing to do then we go maison....

we talk talk then suppose open need 738....so i go withdraw some money since the rest is not here oni us....they need to pay me back quite amount of money for the countdown nite....but to be honest 2nite maison is not having the right standard of songs and we just feel so boring....and i even see next table a young man drunk kao kao and i try to disturb him a bit a a bit....then after a while he oso missing....then our own table oni evan is a bit drunk i think...the rest all okayz.....but shiroi got no voice adi...then all wanna go back...so we go back....by the way maison got so many ah gua....so sienz.....

reach home around 5....new year resolution is everything is going smooth.....career,family,health and also relationshipz......happy new year everyone......

1st day back at work..

wah...tak boleh tahan wei after so many days hor rest rest like a pig at home now must work back i feel so tired....actually is just plain lazy lah...but new year is coming....i must prepare for 2009 and be the king.....occupied everything i can....money,career,relationshipz.....everything i sapu....lol

2day as usual so boring got nothing much to do just service customer oni.....then after that c get u mobile having a promotion fair in the mines wonderland....not many people cuz weekdays but they are working hard....good attitude...u mobile start to stand on the market adi....really a good strategy but i believe it will oni take them maybe 2 more years then will back to normal just like digi and the rest.....when ours launch should be better than them the effect...we might need to push even harder....

and a very funny joke by mom....tiba tiba say a gal is very good to be wife...ask me to chase after her...really gila one....she really can make me laugh non stop.....glad to have her...but when small she is a very fierce mom that the whole neighbourhood oso know....nobody dare to come near me....lol...

and as usual im missing her much much....oso dunno y can miss her so much de...so blur....

sweet!!!!

i oso dunno y...just get a msg from her oso can make me feel so sweet so happy...but actually maybe is hardly can received thats y is more sweet that way.....lol,it just make my day much sweeter...before i go to sleep today....

and then 2day as usual is another boring day lah got nothing much better to do....just woke up adi makan and read newspaper then after that go tesco and buy grocery together wif mama.....cuz ah gor no money jor....but not many people so we din wait very long lah a while oso we buy finish and leave adi...neva wait too long at the counter...so glad.....

then go home keep on online and chat chat wif stephy.....so long adi neva c get her....hahahaz,then go for exercise and basketball....but today really not happy bcuz everyone stand at wrong place and doing not the right thingz...play till very "mang zang".......

then reach home but dunno y stomach not feeling well so went to the toilet 3 times 2day....idiot betul......and got nothing better to do so online online online and watch "jiong moon yan" again........and chat chat.....and 2molo have to get back to work adi...so boring.....

mood-can't wait for the next holiday...lol

planning again

hahahaz,as the title shows once again im addicted to clubbing and planning ahead the next time im going......well im not sure when yet....maybe wif adam to the quotro in avenue k...that one sound nice.......and maybe this new year eve rueben they all will ask me out to this euphoria.....they also thinking about the money to go.....

and bcuz of previous nite extrremely not enuff sleep last nite i sleep bao bao....almost 12 hours i think......and then 2day i dunno how long im gonna sleep this time....hahaz,i hope i will have a good nite today...and very boring day cuz neva go anywhere just stay at home and doing nothing....watch a few episode of that "jiong moon yan" so funny laugh laugh laugh......then think of my future of this job...still thinking.....where can i reach at the end...im confuse......

then as usual missing her very much but can't see her...so i go exercise and basketball as usual...play till tired tired reach home mom neva cook again go out for singing tournament again......so eat fried rice today......then watch tv again at nite...then online and transfer some of the pic wif ah nic.....i still need more...belum habis.....

2day mood-stunt stunt dei...

i can't sleep lah......

holy shit last nite scarlet clubbing and end up reach home around 6.............then after bath and everything is already 6:30a.m......so end up i sleep and woke up at 7:45......this is really crazee bcuz now at this stage im terribly not enuff sleep ne......really dun like it cuz now no voice again.....and i feel very very hot.....dun like this.....i cannot cannot cannot sleep.......can anybody teach me how 2 sleep......

and then i was like dunno myself doing anything.......i just sit in front of the comp but dunno wat myself is doing oso.....and then just lidat tiba tiba can reach 3:40...but i dunno anything........then wanna take a nap but cannot sleep oso....then go and do exercise and basketball...but when i was playing half court game in 2nd game was elbow by ah fong again...feel so pain......and feel very tired cuz not enuff sleep.....so terrible...alotz of picture not uploaded....will update later.....

and miss miss miss again...so boring...

scarlet nite

wow,2day is another boring day bcuz i did something quite fantastic.....i actually sleep from 11pm at nite until 11am....then after that went out makan and tapau for toufu cuz he got chicken pox already cannot go anywhere........then after that reach home nothing 2 do just online online and online loh....then go for exercise in the afternoon.....quite fun de.....

and 2day basketball got so many people....have a half court match and a full court match.....make me sweat like hell.....bcuz 2day really give extra effort to run and everything.....just wanna make thing better oni......

then at nite go scarlet wif ah nic,jia xin and yee von....but without me notice there is alotz more people attending...actually got tiru.shawn,kent,rueben,tiffany,wen ting,stephy and also tiffany and shu yin...and not to forget joey....total i guess there is 13 person.....although the music is not that great....although there is no dance floor....although there is very small table oni.......but still we manage to have some fun there.....and a few of them got drunk......especially stephy,tiru,fan shu,and also jia xin...the rest i think should be still okayz......but wednesday nite and 2day nite seems a little too much for me...i guess i need to calm down once again....is just not so healthy....


and again missing u so so much...wonder will u ever think about me for a sec???haihz...

merry christmas to all

2day actually wanna sleep as a pig as possible....cuz last nite clubbing till reach homoe already 5 and sleep at 5 something....feel so damm freaking tired.....then 2day keep on dun wana wake up....after wake up we go out makan brunch.....then all dun feel like eating cuz drink too much i guess.....but last nite christmas eve is seriously fun when play wif shiroi,evan and steven.....just that i miss justin so much.......

then back to 2day read newspaper and also do some exercise.....feel so tired and then my younger bro actually got hit by chicken pox.....toufu is on mc mood.....i already got hit before so im not scared now....hahahaz,and then 2day as usual missing her very very much....but too bad lah....hmm

and those photo cannot upload yet bcuz is not complete...will update later...

chirstmas eve...

hahahahaz,as it shows today im quite free and so i wake up very very late....then go and brunch wif toufu and then go back home...then i online and read all the newspaper and go online....after that go pyramid wanna buy something then go break wif evan and shiroi......jalan jalan until 4 something oni i go home...then do some exercise and then basketball until 7 something rite......

then 8 something i go and fetch evan and shiroi from their house but honestly very jam loh....but i realise its alwiz lidat......then we go cocoa banana clubbing loh...meet elder brother and his fren there...and then toufu and alan and xian ling wif kah chun oso got come.....so fun but most of them drunk....i oso dunno wat to do....but got alotz of picture and i will upload tomolo....

then as usual i miss her alotz alotz alotz....i really wish one day i can celebrate this type of festival 2gether wif her...i know it will be sweet but it neva happen to me....all i can do is just wait wait wait and miss miss miss.....hehehez,merry christmas my dear....

yeah im on holiday.

as the title show start from this evening my holiday started adi and i can keep on resting at home go clubbing and alot alotz more....so fun......and christmas is coming loh......wanna go get some present for my lima orang mei mei......but now dun let them know first....surprise...hahaz

and so 2molo my plan will be go out to get present loh and dunno wat to do......2day go help uncle collect his hard disk drive and able to get 2 set of docs...quite good result adi consider....and then went out to exercise today but seriously is a bit hot ah 2day...feel a bit uncomfortable......

and surprisingly today dunno y alice msg me.....after so long we din send each other sms she didn't forget me hor....lol,and we chat about some current situation lah...but she is suffer a lil bit cuz of her bf....wat type of alien is that...dunno how 2 appreciate wan..so dumb...

and me as usual still missing her lah.....miss miss miss until gonna be crazee jor.....lol

christmas is around the corner!!!

although christmas is coming but actually i do not have any celebration i guess...cuz of alotz of thingz not well planned and everybody schedule problem.....i wanna organise but thingz is just not so easy to be on our way......nvm lah......we try harder next time lah.....but this year really does have the christmas feel....like everybody is celebrating lidat....this is so nice...better than chinese new year.....wonder next year got those feeling anot...

then last nite chat wif quin yee.....she is still so kawaii just like small time.....and she make me laugh at the monitor so many times until my younger bro thought me gila liao....hahahaz,and so u know people can change...she from last time like a very polite and quiet gal can bcome until now like becoming rock star lidat....but chat wif her is so entertaining....keep on laughing oni......make my mood change......lol

and as usual im missing u much.....hope everything is cool wif u.....and 2day early morning was told that wednesday and friday is oso holiday for me...cuz christmas eve and also boxing day mah....so in total im gonna off from wednesday until sunday......whua i like this......and 2day is so hot make me feel so sick.....need to drink alotz of water...so pity....hope 2nite can sleep cuz last nite can't sleep...so terrible.....but wif a game of basketball i think should be okayz to sleep bao bao.....

mood-tired

happy winter solstice..

2day as u can see is chinese tradition that winter solstice....so we must stay at home to celebrate together gether.....so neva go anywhere today....after wake up read newspaper and then just online chat chat wif frenz.....then after that wanna go out to molten shop to get that basketball so next time when nobody bring the basketball i ownself got one......manatau today not open...hahaz,then we drive the car around go and get the yau zha guai and ham zhin beng....and apom balik and nescafe ice and also my lovely daughter's food......

then after that nothing 2 do....go and jogging and also get a 3 on 3 game for while.....keep on scolding scolding...hahaz,they just neva learn wat is right.....wish them luck........then after that mommy come to the park and ask us go home...cuz they all waiting for us to go out for dinner.....and my mom is riding a bike but she cannot chase after me and taufu...we r much faster than her....so funny...and we bath and then go makan steamboat......just like dunno do anything but already finish liao...sunday alwiz happen to be like this to me.......nothing special....also dun feel like going out since all the couple is occupying the public places.....

my job left i think 7 days more oni.....countdown together loh.....hahaz.....and im missing u much but i know im not good enuff to be wif u....i will work harder and get myself upgraded.....

mood-normal....

sg wang trip

2day actually quite boring.......woke up adi then waiting for toufu to wake up so that go brunch together and then straight away shoot down to sg wang adi....so have breakfast at the tesco puchong there...i mean near by lah.....manatau quite jam on the way there...use almost an hour i think.....then reach there go walk around and bought the slippers from 4skin again.....after that see get alotz of monster around there......some of them dress until quite nice but alotz of them wear until so damm freaking funny......making me laugh non stop when i see them.....actually wanted to look for clothes and christmas present wan but then hor tak jadi cuz alotz of people there so very hard to see thingz.....oni able to check out monster....lol

then go home oso jam almost one hour......but then go jogging and wanted to have a game of basketball but nobody.....then kai fung come....so we shoot a while then start raining and people start running adi......after that no more balls.......lucky got one uncle come wif a b.ball so we borrow it but they hide inside the stand....and the rain gets harder but i dunno y i quite like the feelingz to play under the rain....and im fully wet...hahaz,then after that go home and bath...then wait for the rain to stopped oni go for dinner...then we dunno actually got accident...so we stuck in jam there.....and we eat adi later get some movies to watch........

mood--scared of monster...

special friday...

continue of yesterday love story....that man and his mom is getting slightly better....cuz that ladies which drinnk and smoke i think back to a lil bit normal jor.....and he is a bit better than yesterday oso.....i hope he really better....then 2day jam jam jam so boring man....and my work is already going through a count down jor...so sienz...

and im still missing u much....really dunno wat i can do...haihz....2day get to know a gal online wif the name of qing...is one of ah nic and fan shu gang....bcuz i heard they are ex-classmate.....she is a gal which i think pretend happy in front of her friend but leave the weak side to those that she not so close which we call it net friend...actually alotz of people oso doing it nowadays....very common...but i think when she grow's up then she will be more mature and understand's this thingz.....good luck....

then 2day basketball quite fun bcuz my stamina is picking up jor....but still no good....need more running....and a new malay guy come join us for game is a lazy guy but quite big size....and his skill quite okayz....then after that go old town drink wif frenz.....after so long neva do it feel quite nice oso....and have a lil chit chat...but soon wai make me shocked as in he is getting more and more slim lidat.....scary.....heard he is not doing so good nowadays....hope he can get better soon....another good luck....

mood-wish people good luck.

shocking news....

as the title shows,this shocking news does not mean real news but just some current updates from my frenz...just read it as a story of a man....but to better describe the whole thing we start wif how they meet each other and thingz...but this is oni up to my understanding and whether how true is it i got no idea at all...

this man meet this lady in a game but i dunno wats the name....at first they are just normal friend....but they alwiz gaming at the similar time.....alwiz chat until call up each other....then they start to flirt wif each other....but this lady actually is not available bcuz she was in a relationshipz....and if u look at their outlooks actually is not that matching actually cuz the lady look a bit too elder for him....but looks is not so important according to them...fine......at this time when he tell fren W,this fren W advise him dun get into this relationship bcuz she is not available.....cuz im a person that really hate third party....but he neva listen and they even meet up for once in johor...cuz this gal is actually johorian and this man is actually KL boy......he say he feel high when she sit close to him.....and tthat "high" obviously is lust...is just a need of every man....if im not mistaken they got cybersex before i think....okayz and then she promise him that she will diet....wow,and when this lady help her bf to satisfy his need that time this man really sad until can cry i think and he ask for stopped....so is good bcuz he cut off wif that gal adi wat....

but u neva know bcuz the gal call back and cry cry cry and then this guy is soft hearted i guess so he get back together in this mess.....end up this gal complete her studies and coming to KL and look for work....of cuz she come wif another fren of hers.....that gal oso play two boats at the same time....then end up i guess this lady have cut off wif previous bf and be wif this man......and of cuz when time passses then they do wat couple can do included "satisfying each other needs".....and then after that it seems like nothing happen but then actually this guy already fall for someone else.....or maybe that gal keep on seduce him but neva give him anything...good tricks....so he keep on missing her....and he started to think of break wif her.....but this man mommy already veery like this future daughter's in law....so he did it once and then this gal i dunno to call her smart or wateva......she say:"can i stay in ur room for this weekend for the last time".....and he agree.....well so after that they are back to each other.....well then nevamind but this man already dun love her but just dunno how 2 say this seperate for good things to her....cuz he sacred it hurts her lah and also like wanna celebrate her birthday first lah and alotz of thingz.....but then actually after maybe half a year or 9 months later this guy really cannot take it and ask for break adi.....and in this duration he already dun even wanna say "i love u" and thingz.....even show other flirt msgs but she pretend dunno....now since he ask for break...she totaly go insane and she tell him that she smoke and drink through their friends.....typical those type of gal trying to use a man's soft hearted...especially this super soft hearted guy....and the mommy already dun wana talk wif him adi...

my opinion is since this guy already dun love her...should tell her that he dun love her at first and dun wait wait wait so long....until now her age is going up and attractiveness is started to going down oni say....lust really can cause alotz of trouble to a man....but if he bcuz of this gal drink and smoke and the mommy not happy go back together wif this women that one day they will seperate again for sure....this is bcuz force is not the way....is he get back together then he willl definitely look for another gal then hanging in between two boats and not happy in the relationshipz everyday....so wat is life to him???i hope he really knows wat he is doing....good luck mate....

im still missing u much....hope u r doing good lah....mood so shocked....

MC 2day!!

bcuz of me injured my leg yesterday so 2day i cannot even wear shoes so im on mc....yeah and even when wearing slippers oso i feel very pain....whuakakaz,but 2molo cannot mc anymore....must get back to work already....yeah cuz i must collect those doc.....

then while mc i watch a movie 2day....of cuz is from toufu pc copy wan.....the movie title is "ngo dek zhui ngoi" in cantonese....bcuz is a hong kong movie....translate to english is my love..or my favourite??hahaz,is by alex fong and stephy....i really like the movie....this movie start wif stephy is owning a desert stall together wif a guy i dunno the name...in the movie is ah jhun....the desert is very famous in hong kong...and then stephy got a good fren she neva meet before but alwiz talk on the phone....forget her name oso..so one day stephy has a fren that came back from taiwan that come together wif the bf michael...but this fren actually classmate wif stephy from standard 1 until form 1 then only go to taiwan and stay wif her mom....unfortunately this kiki got dumped by the bf michael and she is very not happy...then she drunk and go to stephy desert stall...but i wonder drunk adi still can go there meh?so smart.....then stephy made a mistake by asking ah jhun to send kiki back to her house.....so im not sure she accidentally or purposely seduce ah jhun until they have sex.....but this moment stephy still dunno anything....after that kiki got one time purposely send her a link and inform stephy that ah jhun actually got together wif her.....so stephy collapse...then she accidentally saw alex who happens to be a very good liar....alwiz cheat women's money....conman he is....so stephy plan to revenge....and at first it goes quite smooth....until when alex and stephy almost fall for each other than start to have some problem....kiki found out that they are just pretending but actually they already fall for each other...then alex lie to stephy just to make her leave him cuz he already fall for him and he able to cheat kiki's money and on the same time ah jhun got collapse bcuz kiki run away wif his everything....then alex send one of his followers to cheat on kiki so she go borrow from along and have to run away......after that alex alwiz hide at the corner to just look at stephy...but he neva tell her anything....bcuz he previously has get into a trouble of he involving in a kidnapp case and that plan failed so he got beaten by the guys and accidentally he got his head hit on the nails...and so he walk until the last momont he see stephy is back together happily wif ah jhun just like her secondary school time and he is just watching her like last time and i guess that part shows he died.....i dun like this part....hahaz,in this movie oso come wif another couple story wif that gal stephy knows through the phone....she also having a tough life....ex-bf alwiz whack her...until she finaly get rid of him then she meet this new bf then she alwiz control everything and treat him like a slave.....so end up that guy fall for another gal and so one time he has two gf...but finally that spare tyre wans him to leave and then this gal also wake up adi but this guy mentioned about timing and thingz so they got seperated again...then finaly this gal meet a new bf and he calls up stephy to meet up for the first time and he is bringing his bf and stephy agree...and this time actually stephy gonna get married wif ah jhun adi......but this is where the surprise come in....ah jhun at the same time is also the gal's bf....and it ends....

this movie actually makes me think alotz and i really like it....alex and stephy is both good enough for each other but just unluckily they got no faith so they cannot be together....actually this happen even in real life oso...haihz....but is a damm nice movie....

and at the same time im still missing u very much 2day...really miss u...i dun hope to be together wif u but just maybe i can know that u r happy then is good enough....kekez

injured again...

2day is just normal as woke up adi go have breakfast together wif toufu.....then go to work....able to collect a few of the documents....then those dealers ask me to faster come back.....ouch....i will miss them after this month....i guess i will......then after that nvm.....go to basketball court there trying to get back stamina so start jogging but a while oni then stop liao....cuz stamina not there..slowly train back....hehez

then after that when im jogging is drizzling.....but when im done is already stopped.....then suddenly so many kaki come....then we have some game but without realise my leg is already injured.......so when reach hoome take out the shoe oni scream my ass out....whuakakakaz....then now i wanna walk oso cannot walk properly.....few days ago i injured my left leg....2day pulak my right leg.....i really need to check check y me so weak loh......

then christmas is just around the corner but then me actually is gonna pass this alone again...it makes me think of the eason chan song's-lonely christmas.....is into my heart.....i wonder when oni i can sing mariah carey song's-all i wan for christmas is u....actually i can sing adi but is just dun have the love feelings there oni...feel very stupid oni....hahahaz,but i hope can make it wif a few of my ah meiz loh cuz really cannot plan anything wif my career now stuck......really no good....hahaz


and as usual im missing u much....if there's a second u need me i oso will be there for u i think....hehez.....ahem ahem...hahaz


mood-gila...

bluey monday again...

so boring every monday....cuz its just boring...hahaz,suddenly dream of yesterday when going to pc fair there was a lorry drifting in front of me and toufu....and we watching it at the back and laugh at it....i wonder izit the lorry can't break bcuz its wet and he is a bit too fast or izit he just wanna show off.....but he did entertain me and some car that is on the same road....

then 2day i become a thief i go steal toufu's mp3.....and i feel so tired bcuz i used almost the whole nite just to arrange and delete those i dun like wan....typical boring human wif boring life......but its fun bcuz without realising is already almost 11:30 and im gonna sleep soon.....2day work got nothing better to say just normal and maybe it will just turn bad oni.......

And as usual missing u alotz....kekez..

mood-simply..

PC FAIR

2day early morning wake up got nothing better to do...cuz brother sleeping....then after have breakfast and read newspaper then just online....and then keep on online oni.....around 4 something lidat then we go to pc fair.....due to the traffic we reach around 5 lidat.....then we walk around inside the pc fair....me and toufu wait for a phone that we wanted to buy for almost have an hour....bcuz there are alotz of idiots just cut queue and stay in front there keep asking alotz of question and not buying.....and then the whole family stay in front of that kiosk....then after we bought the phone we go another hall....just keep wondering there feel so fun...after that bought a mouse cuz mine already spoiled.....then loooking for pendrive finaly get a 8gb wif oni RM48 oni.....

then after that without realise we r hungry bcuz after breakfast we neva had anything....and is already 7 something...so when we pass those traffic congestion and reach restaurant is already almost 8....then after finish and reach home is 8:45 lidat.....and this is how my weekends finish....feel like dunno how it ended...2molo again is working week and 5 days without holiday...lazy lazy....hehez

and as usual i miss u alotz there.....miss miss miss....kekez

mood-excited

boring weekends

2day basically nothing much to describe thanx to me doing nothing the whole day...sleep and then wake up go breakfast alone then come back read newspaper and online until toufu come home then we go makan but i drink bobochacha oni....cuz not hungry....then after that we go for exercise...i try to run the whole park for 2 round oni i feel exhausted adi....feel so tired....therefore now im learning on how to maintain my stamina and improve....so tired ne....

then after that was planning to go sungai wang but din manage to do it bcuz of some interuption....then 2molo my plan is to go pc fair to buy thumb drive and also something that i can used......wif cheaper price of cuz.....

then as usual i miss u alotz ne....wonder do u ever think of me for a sec???hehehez,is not easy i guess....well....let it be lah...not thinking too much....lol

mood-weird..

injured!!!!

2day is really a very moody day....it makes me feel so down......i really got no mood adi to celebrate my christmas this year.........bcuz all my effort just like wash down the drain oni....i really not happy wif wats happening...reason simple bcuz my boss 2day just told me about my job is in risk....bcuz of the xox is not launching so soon yet....and plus they might delay it a few more months....perhaps march or april oni launch....so uncle ask me to look for other new opportunities....but of cuz this month im still wif him...something like that.......i feel so terrible rite now.....of cuz there is no problem wif me but just that this is the fifth month adi...another month then can over my probation period adi......so boring..........

and then after that my dealers say very very long neva see me adi...haha so funny....but is good and i love working this way.....so fun......and then 2day surprisingly basketball court alotz of people......and toufu,me reach late....so we next team wif sey keat and also kenneth.....of cuz we win alotz....cannot count.....but then they start to foul on us....and end up i injured both legs cuz not wearing shoes........then after that we have a game of full court.....is consider good enuff cuz very long neva play like this adi....and i win....but bcuz of my leg didn't run much.....

then as usual miss her so much......miss miss miss........wanna share wif u....but no chance of that can happen...hahaz,hope for da best...


mood~~confuse..

wat a funny day!!

2day is seriously very funny,early morning woke up thought is working days so after had my breakfast i went to uncle house as usual....and when i reach there i realise something strange....y nobody at home wan....hmmm,so i make a call and i find out actually 2day im oso on holiday.....hahahahaz,so funny and stupid......

then as usual missing her much....i oso dunno how but cannot control myself...hahahaz,and then the whole day is doing nothing but online watching comics and also resting at home.....sumore raining cannot go and basketball is something not so nice.....but is okayz...recently really becoming more and more weird...refuse to go out!!alwiz stay at home oni....

then mommy alwiz ajak wana go sungai wang...but im so tired adi so i neva listen wat she had ask me and i just do wat i like oni.....cuz wanna rest today so promise will bring her there on saturday.....yeah and get some clothes for myself oso......new year clothes...ngek ngek....wow another 2 more days then is caryn's birthday adi...and oso rahimi....hahahaz

which means my birthday is oso coming up loh....hahahahaz,2day mood is rest and relax..so syok..

very miss u!!

As usual very miss u....i wonder have u recover anot....i hope u do.....2day is so tiring from pj fly to kl and then go kepong and go back home.....go so many areas....but finaly i get to meet reis lee from CM.....finaly i know who r u....

2day quite tired about work plus raining...really make me feel no good....then end up not really wanna eat during dinner time....cuz a lil bit not feeling well....i hope i dun fall sick loh.......2day tiba tiba elder bro come and say he is working during the weekends...pc fair of cuz......i thought over adi....well that gives me a chance to buy something there...hahahaz,and to walk walk around during these weekends.....so nice....

ohya just rememba suppose to yum cha 2nite and 2molo nite but all cancel jor....hahahaz,due to me organise until not nice and everybody not free i guess.......so sienz.....

mood----boring....

After 3 days holidayz...

as the title shows....after so many holidays 2day wake up really feel so so so dun wana work...but still im working hard....meet those dealers even the one in bukit antarabangsa...really damm alotz of people there included those reporters and police..and rela.....im not trying to be some busy body person so i neva go near and look even is just very near....but think again....i should go and c what had actually happen there...hahahaz


then after that 2day as usual im missing u much.....so so much....and worry about u as well....hope u can get well soon...take carez loh....and then 2day my mom go perm her hair....i heard from toufu she went out at 2 and she reach home at 6 something almost 7.....really amazing punya hair....end up we eat some tapau food....obviously is not enuff for me and toufu....so around 9 something we went for 2nd round dinner....hahahaz,but 2day im really doing not good cuz i eat high cholestrol food....actually is continuously 3 days adi eating habit neva control.....cuz holiday...hahaz


and trying to make arrangement wif hon woon oso failed....cuz he suddenly say his offday change so 2molo we can't have a drinks together....maybe change to saturday if thiam soon is okayz wif it...so boring this few days...i wonder when oni i can do other works....haihz,preparation stage is seriously minimizing my patience....so bored....


mood~~boring

what a holiday!!

2day is seriously amazing hor.....woke up then go breakfast wif toufu at kim gary....and it was already so cold since last nite raining till 2day morning....then eat there adi we both feel freezy and cold.....but we still walk around bcuz i need a shoes for 2molo....cuz my shoes is already spoiled....

then after that come home around 2 something....neva lunch and started to clean my room wif toufu.....dua olang shift alotz of thingz and my part is so nice....it start at 3 and ends at 9.in the middle break for dinner and go tesco buy grocery wif toufu again.....so funny.....and the result is show as above...the my table becomes:


whuakakakaz,i feel so enjoy after throw away so many rubbish....my room now is more clean a lil bit.....yeah....but is tiring loh....whuakakaz

mood....funny

Saturday...

a day off....so neva plan of doing anything but just rest at home....early in the morning go breakfast wif family and the bill is mine....RM71,i oso dunno izit expensive.....then after that the whole afternoon doing nothing here....just sit in front of the laptop and read online comic.....so funny...

and then evening went to basketball and have a few good game....hahahaz,after all the sweat im at least a bit more cheer up....2molo have to go and buy a pair of working shoes since the old one spoil again...hahahaz,2day as usual im missing her very much.....just love.....hahahahaz,and i am enjoying our situation rite now even though is a bit weird.....hahahaz

and oh hell,wat are we gonna do during this 24th????wat should i plan leh???karaoke or clubbing or eating???drinking spot???oh hell,i really feel im stuck in all this...ngek ngek.....is not easy to plan and organise thingz.....


mood=boring...

bad day!!

2day is the same not so smooth at working aspect.....really not happy.......but yesterday b4 sleep i received her gd nite msg and it's so sweet leh...hahahaz,well i will work harder......ngek ngek....

2day is boss jee and amilia birthday...happy birthday to u all....dunno y so many people birthday wan........spring time is good time of making baby i think....hahahaz,so funny....and feel so tired wif this week....luckily this week i get 3 days off......so syok tat i can have a temporarily relax......2molo maybe gonna dim sum wif younger bro and also family if possible....i guess....

and then got wet cuz raining....during working hours lah....recently dunnno y so stupid the internet connection.....can suddenly disconnect then have to restart modem....just keep repeating the same thing oni...feel so stress wif TM.....gonna complain them soon.....

haihz,i miss u so much.....when oni we can meet again......so sad....hahahaz

i really hope some turning occurs to me lah....must go pray during new year.....ohya and stupiak ah meiz ask me arrange on 24th....how am i gonna know wat we can do wor....vomit blood de wor.....try my best lah...


mood--confuse....

rainy day

2day the whole day is dark dark everywhere.....then raining oso....but i dunno y im sweating alotz 2day....really alotz....not quite happy and alotz of stress..............arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,i am very clear of where am i heading to......but the process is making me feel very very painful....really no good....hahahaz

as usual is missing her alotz.......but things just like i will neva ever work out wif her.....but time can change a person i guess....i believe....hahahaz,well 2day is already thursday and then work one more day i can off 3 days oh....so excited oh....hahahaz

recently dunno mau makan apa cuz no nice food around....every lunch is oso the same food just different place....morning is pan mee then kopi-o hot......then afternoon is chicken breast plus pork wif rice add a small rice and nescafe....hahahahaz,eat till like pig lidat...but i listen to her no more cold drinks jor...hahahaz,also stop smoking adi.....less clubbing adi......

and again happy birthday to vivian and chee ting...

mood=weird

im missing u much...

2day work as usual not effective and also alotz of delay.........work my asss out wif this type of resuly really dun satisfied me......im not happy wif myself....with this how am i gonna have my own business.....how am i???really really really sienz......

then 2molo is lil angel and also cheating con birthday......whua so ngam all birthday comes during the time of sagi.....reaally scary.....hohoho,so they will have a lil countdown i guess...

and then as usual i missing her so much...gonna be mad adi.....really feels bad....

im at the ceiling..

As the title above shows.....2day i was fucked by my boss early early morning.....he is very frustrated recently and the reason i agak agak know.......but i cannot do anything if those idiot really dun wana lend me a hand......those boss really busy like a bee until alwiz cannot get thingz prepare....there are alwiz something missing one......really stupid....and i have to face this bcuz im the oni staff......whuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........................

vomit blood jor....she oso continue the same....and me feels the same.....but is okayz.....just hope we can make thingz better as we go.....

2day able to go for basketball and is 5 on 5....so long neva have this cool feelingz....really a game...not bully kids....not personal game.....so fun until the leg like burning...reason cuz neva wear shoes...hahahahaz

2day suddenly thought of my out station time....that one year in juice university.....is really makes people strong in mentally aspect....now i realise that im more and more weak.....lousy me wasted my one year effort.....if i can juice.....i can do everything.....i will be back......and strong just like last time....roarrrr.....

mood......deep down..

blue weirdo on a blue monday!!

hehehez,yesterday suddenly elder bro nudge me,and he say wat does i mean in here.........so actually someone reads my blog...hhahahahaz,bocor rahsia liao.......feel so good after so long neva write blog then now im back again....just that everytime in different place....hahahaz

well family is back to peace "for the moment".....nobody knows how long its gonna last.....i hope the longer the better.....anyway me myself do have a plan.....in a year time im gonna save till im able to get myself a home....just me myself and i.......that will be nice.....maybe i already used to be alone all the time....so i would alwiz work hard to achieve my goal.....

but 2day is a funny day as in one of the dealers which is malay aunty.........i think she dun believe im a worker there cuz she like scared me cheat her money lidat where i dun actually ask money from her.......i just telling her how to register via me oni....bcuz previously one of the person from the shop have sign wif us.....im just follow up oni.....turn me down oni that mak cik.....hahahaz,but keep smiling oni facing her.....so weird....

then as usual miss her alotz wei......awaits for 2molo.....a better day???and wat to eat 2molo,everyday eat the same thing oni and drink the same thing now....hardly cold drinkz.....almost all the time is hot de.....and so funny 5 times out of 10 times i forget to take my medicine before i sleep.....i wonder how my cholestrol will go down if i keep doing this....hahaz


confusing day....confuse...confuse...

lost...

well 2day after i woke up i feel very different.....as in i got no direction whether where to go,what to do.....this is bcuz suddenly alotz of thingz just happen.....well as the world war ended wif a funny way....i think my parents are back to normal...but this is my further worry......bcuz they argue almost everytime they contact....so if they still remains like this means for the coming 2-3 years i still have to stay beside them everytime they wanna fight......stay with toufu in a same room....and suffer wif the elder family????and so can't have my own personal life....just stick wif them....


then i remains the same miss u alotz....i dunno wat to do bcuz i dun received and response from u....i dun get any signal from u......its just like ignore......it really makes me wonder........but too bad i got no turning back since i already fall for u.....this is painful feeling.....well no choice but to wait and keep trying.....


and my job still d same.....2molo i must back to work and i really dun feel good wif it.....alotz of thingz.....aalotz of obstacle and i can oni be patient wif nothing can be done......and my invitation have to hold on for the moment.....everything is just so iritating....holy crapz........




mood===moody...

wat a weekend!!!!

oh my god...recently i feel that things is just not so smooth happening around me.....first of all is my family is having alotz of conflict....first is toufu is so unhappy wif tong and oi......me oso actually....this is bcuz they bring us alotz of problem....sometimes just trying to create out some problem....without considering others that need to go and solve the problem....and it alwiz happen to be me...hahaz


this is already problem but not finish....cuz parents is still d same..their problem neva ended....everyday fight....mom's EQ is not good...Dad is alwiz cari pasal....so end up both of them alwiz fight....mom is weak....so alwiz pull us in.....and when that year i went out station it got worse....so now dad is alone...mom is wif bro's family and toufu...can't blame them bcuz of his unreasonable and alwiz being suspicious...and alwiz question people and think too much....cuz me the oni one still talking to him.....finally they decided to seperate for good......i hope this happen bcuz i really dun wana stay in the middle for their fight...when thingz really dun work out they are suppose to do that...force is not the way...........cuz love is not to own....hahaz,but seems like my dad is not so okay and trying to create alotz of trouble wif it...and 2nite seems to be the explode time.........just imagine this is combination of world war 3 + moonlight resonance + three kingdom.......i predict i can't sleep 2nite.....

then after that at work place also alotz of problem....dunno wat the fuck is wrong wif those idiot that trying to make my job more difficult...more work to do.....really itchy ass....will kick it when i meet him.....arghhhhhhhhhhh............and dunno when oni it can launch....really no patient waiting.....


finally,when are we gonna meet for the second time???people's long distance relationship oso can work out but we are just so close....yet so far..........haihz....i missing u so much.....i am not sure whether u r really that busy or actually is keeping a distance with me.......but i really have good feelingz on this relationshipz expecially when i miss u so much and fall for u........but anyhow im okayz wif single.....once u need me i will alwiz be by ur side......cuz i love u........hahahaz


okayz this is wat happen to me recently...i feel so stress....but i know thingz is gonna work out at the end.....im sure......everything will be all rite for me......gambateh!!!!!!!!