lost...

well 2day after i woke up i feel very different.....as in i got no direction whether where to go,what to do.....this is bcuz suddenly alotz of thingz just happen.....well as the world war ended wif a funny way....i think my parents are back to normal...but this is my further worry......bcuz they argue almost everytime they contact....so if they still remains like this means for the coming 2-3 years i still have to stay beside them everytime they wanna fight......stay with toufu in a same room....and suffer wif the elder family????and so can't have my own personal life....just stick wif them....


then i remains the same miss u alotz....i dunno wat to do bcuz i dun received and response from u....i dun get any signal from u......its just like ignore......it really makes me wonder........but too bad i got no turning back since i already fall for u.....this is painful feeling.....well no choice but to wait and keep trying.....


and my job still d same.....2molo i must back to work and i really dun feel good wif it.....alotz of thingz.....aalotz of obstacle and i can oni be patient wif nothing can be done......and my invitation have to hold on for the moment.....everything is just so iritating....holy crapz........




mood===moody...