bleeding...

i dunno why everytime thingz like this will happen to me...i dun understand izit bcuz i alwiz think of alotz of different different thing so it alwiz put up some challenge for me.....or we should call all this negative happenings in my life....

i dunno but when u say if i call u or if i sms u is actually ur burden. u do not wana have any connection wif me....besides u even ask me to not let u hate so much....when i heard this it really gives me a very big impact.....i feel like u used a knife to slowly carve my heart....then cut into pieces and then smash it with the machine.but i din wanna tell u how i feel there....cuz actually i understand im being ur burden already....if u will be not happy wif what i have done...then i won't do anything. i wil stay away from u if u think thats work best for u...bcuz the most important thingz for me is u being happy.

from the heart, i wish u have a happy future and meet a nice man that will not hurt u...all the best.and i will alwiz love u wif all my heart..


And stupid stupid,its time to wake up from ur dream.......there is nothing u must focus....just fucking focus wif ur career....lets think about money making.....go all out....or i should say i can oni work work work myself out to forget all this pain.....

by the well im not well....sick...hahaz