Thursday, April 30, 2009

Changes in life

As the title show im having a situation here which again im into changes....and this changes is not my choice and its bcuz of something out of my control.......yeah my career path is alwiz so difficult to go.....whenever im going to that direction it ends up will tell me ahahahaz,u got the wrong road and so now u gotta turn back and choose the other road.....well but in the process of choosing all this wrong roads i learn alotz of different different thingz....and im glad i meet alotz of good people which help me out........

So im not worried about i can't get a job with people's help and also with my qualification.....the skills i got....But the thingz im worried is this job can get me how far??where can i reach by going through this path.....will i meet the same sign again??i really got no idea beh.....hahaz,but i know alotz of people willing to guide me and help me through this path.......although im being quite moody but i know nothing i can do......anyway its dissapointed bcuz once i thought this path im gonna reach somewhere and it will bring me to a different level........but im wrong in some way....bcuz of some inethical practice we are going to withdraw ourself.......

then im so blur of myself.........i miss u......do u know???yes i know u knew...but i duno how to be more close wif u...i really got no idea and im so stuck now....u teach me.....wat can i do??but now oso dun really have time to think about all this......unfortunately...

and oh my dear kiu, hahahaz,u r so stress with everything and become so weak bcuz i think u din sleep enuff and have not drink enough of water lah.......go drink more then u can feel much happier rite.......lol,im glad we are alwiz there for each other....we share so many thingz.......how nice if we r actually staying nearby....i think the place that we stay will banned us going anywhere together......cuz im such an silly idiot which i think might influence u to disturb the peaceful of that place......hahahahaz,but plz be strong bcuz nothing can stop a strong person......tough time won't last but tough people do.....i believe in u.....gambateh yoz........hahaz


oh my god...after update my blog i still feel shit........thingz seems sucks.......i bet im greedy and im a very negative person so my blog alwiz shows the negative side of me....sorry for those people which is reading it.....i apologise here for my evil practice...but this is actually a way of me trying to relax my soul and trying to express my feelingz and so to feel better.....in other words is SS lah....syok sendiri.....which i enjoy myself.......lol,hahaz


UPDATE SOON LOH!!!!!!

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