then around 12 lidat mommy wanna go out........she brings a bottle of water........so my dad start grumble say she going out to have fun.......to mixed around wif man and women....
then after that im still missing her so much....i know our relationship is very hard to define where izit......."ai mei" should be the best describtion........i think so..............but really hope one day we can be closer than just that...well time will proves everything............
very boring day.......everything is just so not excited except for the dinner.....and the nite chat wif kiu........but i think after my dinner will be quite late oso...hahahaz.....
mood--bomb gonna explode anytime.....
2day i just feel like blogging....second part of the day!!!!!!!!well actually suppose to have a gathering 2day........but then bcuz of some incident then we cannot gather together but since im already at pyramid i got nothing to do then stay at bookstore and read a mystery novel for 3 hours there.....stand till leg pain......then oni go some mamak near by look for food.........after finish that dinner/supper i knew that when im home there will definitely be alotz of problem.........bcuz my dad is being stupid again.....as i mentioned in the afternoon,he really fight over the issue just now.......and my stupid auntie wif husband and the son is her....she is the one comment alotz.......like proffesor,but i bet she wanna help my mom....but she really talk alotz and my father that so so so insists about face issue.......say my mom make him shame........not respect.....oh well and dun talk wif him all is my mom's fault....i was like wat the fuck man.......2day my mood is just the worse of all.......im just being stressful wif him.....he can't even support the family but is burdening me but he neva realise and he still wanna act as a person in charge of the house.......fuck man.....if got time find fought why not just go and get some job to help out the family.........im exhausted wif all this shit adi.....he keep on grumble like fucking ass hole oni....neva even think of all his mistake that he keep repeating.......neva wanna give people freedom......my god man......and say thingz like wanna kill my mom and stuff....brainless.......he really has no idea how he has make us feel shame.......
god,can u plz tell me my dad which i respect so much last time....which is a superman to me...which is contributing to family...where have he been...y he oni know how 2 grumble and burdening us.......im gonna lose patience on this guy......im ashamed wif him......y people's parents can do so good......my dad......i really feel like crying.......i hope my grandma is here to slap him awake......slap till he know he is wrong and fucking wrong which neva cares about anyone's feelingz........
2 comments:
sometimes we have fall out with the people that we care or love without knowing why or as to what the exact reason is. However if we are patient enough, the answer might come to us plus it might give the other party time to reflect on themself and the way they have behaved. I know that we cannot choose who we are related to, but it is possible for us to choose our own path and to protect ourself. These words are not meant to discourage you but to hopefully soothe you. From first hand experience, it takes alot of time, courage and patience for what i said 'above' to happen ... only if both parties negotiate. The satisfying result which i would like to see in my life seems out of reach at this current time and age, BUT i hope yours will turn out blissfully.
well.thanx for ur concern but i just speechless wif all this......but i really glad that i have u as my friend....is one of the very lucky thingz happen in my life.....and im feeling better now......
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