Saturday, February 26, 2011

After all the celebration

Hey hey,recently have been very very busy oh. Bcuz its my big day on 25th february ah. So i have alotz of celebration going on through the weeks. But still miss out some of the friends. really have to thank all of them so nice. roughly is about drunk drunk and chat chat. But of cuz not to forget my mom did cook for me on my birthday. Lovely mee suah soup as my breakfast. and i received alotz of wishes from everywhere. Wishes through the phone,via sms,via facebook or face to face wish. Well i think this year birthday is one of the sweet one.

And then yesterday nite went to zouk KL and club. i have to say that i find myself too old liao. Because i dun think i enjoy in the club but im tired. Maybe because we did not plan nicely or whatever it is. End up we only have 2 buckets of heineken. and 2 big glass of long island. And its very awkward that 2 of my dear mei mei's friend is very quiet and they stay at a side. I dunno how but pity them. By the way the song is not too nice anyway in zouk last nite.

And, supposing alotz of thingz i wanna write but come to here once again im blank. i dunno why oh. By the way is gonna be a big change cuz my boss is gonna make a move and leave us already. And hopefully im still able to survive loh. bcuz i dun know how will our new boss like. Can the new boss handle usj trouble???i doubt so but hope for the best loh and prepare for the worse.

Oh well, And i miss u alotz alotz. but then...........hahaz

Dun feel like writing suddenly. Cuz something in my mind. lol

-seng-

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

2day is toufu 21 years old birthday

Well, actually everyday for me is tiring and work is boring. Recently heard bad news ah.boss has went to KL to meet big bosses. And she have spoken with me that there is a chance that she going to take up an offer of the management and go for a higher position. And then we will be fighting on our own for quite some time. I heard this and I'm very sure if she goes then sure there will be another adapting moment with the new manager liao. Kinda boring with it.

And then, alwiz going here and there make me tired. Doing sales is kinda tiring now i feel. But bcuz of what i get in return so i dun mind being tired. I enjoy work hard. And by the way, its my toufu 21 years old birthday leh. This younger brother is so cute so everyone is wishing him a happy birthday and i have did a lil bit in ruining his wall by adding some not relevant comments there. Hope he didn't mind loh. And he really grow up adi loh 21 as his studies also finishing. So i think after august everything will be real smooth in the house. I mean financially and mentally. Eveything should be good liao. hugs.

And then, 2molo im gonna meet all my ah meiz to celebrate my birthday. And people do ask me out on my birthday to celebrate also. But i think im kinda tired and plz plz plz, i dun wana eat any cakes and i dun wana cut any cakes oh. i am thinking if i can pass it alone oso not bad. But this year is different. I think should hang out with all this friends ya as they so nice ask me out and thought of celebrating it for me. I shouldn't hide myself liao loh.

And ohya, 2day drink with ah yong again. cuz im bored and wanna go lil bally for some music. So we drink and then derrick come. a long lost brother. Last time alwiz 3 of us kena sound by them. We have some fun by sitting there and playing the dice. Chating some old jokes. Really great to hang out with them.

And i still miss u. Birthday wish this year is a bit unique but can't tell or the wish will not come true liao. xoxo.

Good nite and take carez everyone.

-seng-

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

whualiao

Dunno why ah, actually many things happen de. And everytime when thingz happen, i also feel like write down every single one here but when im sitting in front of this laptop i find it fucking lazy.hahahahaz,i guess i only write once in a while bah then lazy adi gua.....hahahaz,by the way, recently is about seeing many many cakes and about k-pop. Really addicted liao hahahaz,but im more into their dance hit plus rap rap. not so into their love song i think. even now im listening.

Then ah, yesterday celebrate another friend's birthday at neway. However dun like the service as the guy that providing shit service and having shit sentences. like normally u go karaoke when u wanna choose song sure got picture de mah. Then suddenly dun have and then we ask him. He replied, What is your problem with no picture??? And he say every room also got picture EXCEPT this room. And he think we will be fine with it and so happen in the room there is people that dun like it. And he change it for us after a while its back to normal. But the way he talk is seriously annoying. And there is many incident as well but im too lazy to list it down. Luckily he did not spoiled their mood. But dunno y the birthday girl got upset and cry after that. seriously sad wei. dunno why. And few more days is my birthday already and i only wanna hide at home and not going to anywhere. i dunno why but i wanna pass my birthday peacefully without any celebration. I think this is the best way i enjoy my birthday.

Suddenly i am like back to those time where i love to stay alone. i enjoy that. Alotz of space for me to think think nonsense. And daddy looks moody dunno why. I think he is very very bored bah. mommy sound me say, u ah, everyday go out go out. sumore till so late. if no go out then stay in front of the PC till late. Can u let urself really rest by going to the bed ah. i am like, wooookayyyy...but didn't do as usual. how naughty.

dunno what to write liao. Kinda blur. nitez and take carez lah. rest more.

-seng-

Sunday, February 20, 2011

4 more days 2 go.

well, have alotz of negative feelings before and i can't say i have already recovered. However, yesterday toufu celebrate his 21st birthday with a party at home. So preparation also took us quite some time loh, then hor, people coming one by one. And this party is quite a happening one as everyone bring present and chit chat chit chat. Not too bored as everyone is entertain. Then a cake was presented roughly about 10 bah. and toufu become cream man. And while he is chasing those that make him creamy and causes a girl fall into where i put ice and all the cold drinks. Luckily she is not wet or else we dunno how 2 apologise to her. And the party carry on till late that nite. roughly about 5 o'clock only we sleep. So freaking tired.

And then, 2day wake up adi go work. what a boring life. no choice loh. doing paperwork. but once reach taipan. Halfway walking i find my pants more lose adi. And then it almost fall off and i realise the button drop so the pants cannot hold. And im too lazy today so i din wear belt.regreted this. then do works come back dinner and then now sitting in front of pc.daily routine.

And ohya, another 4 more days. hope can pass it through peacefully like last year.

wish everyone healthy and happy.take good carez.

-seng-

Friday, February 18, 2011

Negative

I'm very negative this few days.its getting worse and worse so im not going to write down the reason. Alotz of thingz happen at work. I'm really exhausted.i dun wana have a negative blog so i will update again soon. Only thing 2 say its 2day a group of friends already celebrate my birthday by eating at a very expensive restaurant. of cuz not only me lah. another 2 little kid as well. 4 table eat up to almost 5k i think. With an angpau and kisses. Im much better after that. So 2molo will be Toufu 21 years old birthday celebration. need to cheer up to make it a happening and happy one.

Continue smiling.Keep smiling.

Hope u r doing fine. Missing u.

-seng-

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

another public holiday.

yay,public holiday suppose to stay at home or go hang out with friends.but my holiday is go back to branch and do some paperwork. and i did some work in the branch and its so fucking boring to do. Then i go to sunway pyramid to look for present. bcuz toufu big day is coming and im suppose to get him a wallet. So i did look for a nice one. Braun Buffel new arrival oh....i think the colors suits him alotz. My mom heard the price of it she got shocked and say: Mothers day and my birthday is coming my son.hahahahaz,she hint. And i have some random chat with her.

Then ah i din do anything 2day bcuz im trying to cheer myself up. I have been emo for a while so i go watch all the funny funny and laughing de video include my whole day 百分百娱乐。all the lame jokes. cuz when i smile i can make myself feel better. Because im very sure the coming three days will be another 3 difficult days again. i will meet alotz of harsh customer again. I can do it and i dunno what else to write as im still trying to make myself feel good. 2molo only upload again lah.

p.s. 2day still see alotz of couples wondering in the shopping mall. So sweet. Hope everyone happy happy lah.Take carez.

-seng-

Monday, February 14, 2011

Valentine!!!

Okay lah, yesterday was emo emo emo. Then drink some beer beer in the room. Emo for a reason but didn't wanna tell. then whole nite doing nothing basically just watch youtube only.all kinds of songs that i may get. And when the mood is emo of cuz look for emo song lah. Just trying to make myself emo to the max already and then feel happy again. Then listen listen i feel sleepy adi then go sleep. Cuz really din wana do anything.

Then ah, 2day came. 2day as per the title shows, Happy Valentine everyone. Let me think, i think this is my 4th single de Valentine le bah continuously. i think so. But this year i dun feel so lonely like all the previous year. i feel calm and easy. Because i know i need 2 change into a better person first before i can talk about anything further. Even there may not be any chance. But i still will do it. And see everybody around also sweet sweet de. So happy. On facebook only see all the sweet sweet stuff. Really happy for u all lah. Even there is still single de sound very pathetic but i think they will manage to get someone soon bah. Wish u people can find ur loves one loh.

Then ah 2day at work super busy ah keep on received calls and move left right. And since im back from trip i have been solving problem already. 2day there is one customer. he call in. He wanna look for david or sri. And i answer then i ask how can i help. he say he wanna speak to them regarding a problem. Then i ask what is it regarding Mr customer. Then he say: What the Fuck u regarding regarding. I'm coming over to fuck u people. Fuck u. Ask ur manager to fucking ready. I want to see your manager. You Fucking stupid people. and then duuuu duuuu duuuu duuuu. I answer phone to help out u customer and this is what i get. How awesome. I have been receiving this type of response for continuously 2 weeks. Most of them a lil bit more polite but this one......My Valentine Day seems entertaining right. And then, its not the end yet. After a while more, another customer call in. He tell me his name and he ask for my name. i say ang from Hong Leong. Then he say, i know u hong leong,i wanna know ur name ur name. Then he say y my loan i already pay off last year now still got balance. y u tell me. i check and say,Sir u have not pay in full. u only pay partially and there is still few hundred balance that u have 2 clear it. he got annoyed and say, hey u blind or what. i pay already. and then he no no no no u shut upp.i already pay what sumore u people wan. Then i got stunt and verify with my operation. Luckily chai help me handle this customer by saying i will send email to HQ to investigate and call u back. and she is very patient to do it. Really have 2 learn from her. And this is my beautiful Valentine afternoon.

Then because i have booked for injection 2day. So i drove down but the traffic is very jam i think because of Valentine and i rush till KL is already evening. then stuck stuck stuck and reach the Specialist i think the sun already gone home bah. then luckily they still allowed me to go in although im late for more than 1 hour. so im placed as last in the waiting list. Cuz there is super alotz of people. My usual queue is 2 to maximum of 4 hours. 2day i only waited for i think 1 hour then my turn adi. How interesting. By the way,i date him on my valentine bor. This old uncle that gonna inject all over my face. hahahaz, then when finally it reach my turn. He see me only say injection ah,i say yes loh. Then he very fast take out the needle and whateve need to be prepare. He place the needle all over and i really feel pain. I think its because i have not inject for very long time thats why. i find it so pain ei.......even now i still feel the pain after few hours. and i look bloody.hahahaz

Then all the way traffic congestion till home again. really dun like valentine loh. But got no choice have to stuck in the traffic for another i think 2 hours only i manage to reach home. all the cars is so rude on the road and i dunno how 2 explain in words. Finally make it home and then shower. eat and then now sit in front of the monitor and im quite tired liao. Got the feeling that i can sleep anytime like that. Maybe because of the injection maybe because of the work. I find myself so exhausted.

And then, i am still missing u. There is alotz of time i wanna call u and tell u i'm missing u so much. i wanted to tell u how much i wanna hold u. i wanna hug u and i love u. But i didn't,not even a sms. bcuz i cannot imagine what is ur response anymore. As previously u ask me not to say this type of things anymore. i am a lostie. So lost and blur. And i will change into a better person.really will.

raining heavily again like yesterday...Happy Valentine everyone. have a sweet one.

Nitez and surga dreamz.

- SENG -