Valentine!!!

Okay lah, yesterday was emo emo emo. Then drink some beer beer in the room. Emo for a reason but didn't wanna tell. then whole nite doing nothing basically just watch youtube only.all kinds of songs that i may get. And when the mood is emo of cuz look for emo song lah. Just trying to make myself emo to the max already and then feel happy again. Then listen listen i feel sleepy adi then go sleep. Cuz really din wana do anything.

Then ah, 2day came. 2day as per the title shows, Happy Valentine everyone. Let me think, i think this is my 4th single de Valentine le bah continuously. i think so. But this year i dun feel so lonely like all the previous year. i feel calm and easy. Because i know i need 2 change into a better person first before i can talk about anything further. Even there may not be any chance. But i still will do it. And see everybody around also sweet sweet de. So happy. On facebook only see all the sweet sweet stuff. Really happy for u all lah. Even there is still single de sound very pathetic but i think they will manage to get someone soon bah. Wish u people can find ur loves one loh.

Then ah 2day at work super busy ah keep on received calls and move left right. And since im back from trip i have been solving problem already. 2day there is one customer. he call in. He wanna look for david or sri. And i answer then i ask how can i help. he say he wanna speak to them regarding a problem. Then i ask what is it regarding Mr customer. Then he say: What the Fuck u regarding regarding. I'm coming over to fuck u people. Fuck u. Ask ur manager to fucking ready. I want to see your manager. You Fucking stupid people. and then duuuu duuuu duuuu duuuu. I answer phone to help out u customer and this is what i get. How awesome. I have been receiving this type of response for continuously 2 weeks. Most of them a lil bit more polite but this one......My Valentine Day seems entertaining right. And then, its not the end yet. After a while more, another customer call in. He tell me his name and he ask for my name. i say ang from Hong Leong. Then he say, i know u hong leong,i wanna know ur name ur name. Then he say y my loan i already pay off last year now still got balance. y u tell me. i check and say,Sir u have not pay in full. u only pay partially and there is still few hundred balance that u have 2 clear it. he got annoyed and say, hey u blind or what. i pay already. and then he no no no no u shut upp.i already pay what sumore u people wan. Then i got stunt and verify with my operation. Luckily chai help me handle this customer by saying i will send email to HQ to investigate and call u back. and she is very patient to do it. Really have 2 learn from her. And this is my beautiful Valentine afternoon.

Then because i have booked for injection 2day. So i drove down but the traffic is very jam i think because of Valentine and i rush till KL is already evening. then stuck stuck stuck and reach the Specialist i think the sun already gone home bah. then luckily they still allowed me to go in although im late for more than 1 hour. so im placed as last in the waiting list. Cuz there is super alotz of people. My usual queue is 2 to maximum of 4 hours. 2day i only waited for i think 1 hour then my turn adi. How interesting. By the way,i date him on my valentine bor. This old uncle that gonna inject all over my face. hahahaz, then when finally it reach my turn. He see me only say injection ah,i say yes loh. Then he very fast take out the needle and whateve need to be prepare. He place the needle all over and i really feel pain. I think its because i have not inject for very long time thats why. i find it so pain ei.......even now i still feel the pain after few hours. and i look bloody.hahahaz

Then all the way traffic congestion till home again. really dun like valentine loh. But got no choice have to stuck in the traffic for another i think 2 hours only i manage to reach home. all the cars is so rude on the road and i dunno how 2 explain in words. Finally make it home and then shower. eat and then now sit in front of the monitor and im quite tired liao. Got the feeling that i can sleep anytime like that. Maybe because of the injection maybe because of the work. I find myself so exhausted.

And then, i am still missing u. There is alotz of time i wanna call u and tell u i'm missing u so much. i wanted to tell u how much i wanna hold u. i wanna hug u and i love u. But i didn't,not even a sms. bcuz i cannot imagine what is ur response anymore. As previously u ask me not to say this type of things anymore. i am a lostie. So lost and blur. And i will change into a better person.really will.

raining heavily again like yesterday...Happy Valentine everyone. have a sweet one.

Nitez and surga dreamz.

- SENG -