Mooooody.

2day is really a fucking moody day. Its the accumulation of what recently happen has cause my patience limit goes down to a very low level until i already cannot stand it anymore. I am very very moody or u shall say angry with the face one kind. It maybe due to lack of rest but in other way, Its because of everything that got into my way and everything i want it to be my way goes another way. Everything just goes against me no matter how hard i try no matter how many times i try.

I'm not trying to be negative but i think im just having too much of negative in my body and i definitely cannot cope. I have to absorb all this negative because of the money it brings to me. Life is like that and nobody can escape. So same goes to me. But things got worse when u know u do not get the support u needed from ur superior or anyone else. everybody is just pushing things around. So in the end, everything's goes back to me. Is all my fault again.

Then, some people just couldn't think for u,they only think about themselves. Whatever they want, they will just do it and asking u to tolerate with them. Even though it may cause trouble to others for your convenience. I really wonder why. How can u people be so selfish. Is this the way u show ur appreciation to someone that care about u. I got really pissed 2day and shown not happy face to my mommy and toufu. I didn't mean it but i just couldn't adjust my mood anyway. I dun feel like acting in front of u guys. i wanna neutralise my feelings and start a brand new day 2molo. i know i can do it but the process its making me mad.

Fuck it............