How to absorb money??

quite stress recently about the younger brother studies fees.....must come out wif some money....then after that got sumore other thingz to think......housing loan and mama car loan....besides i sumore have to think about save some money...no way for now.......whua,how can i make lotza lotza money harh??i neva can get chances to spend on wat i like....lol

dear shiroi mei mei recently very stress oh.....similar problem like that chee bai kia tak tau macam mana wanna reply people's sms....din know how to treat a gal......and can alwiz ignored own gf...thats the really bull shit of saying himself busy when he is just a student....wat da fuck u think u r....the son of public listed company chairman?or shareholder of those company....

then dear psycho oso has a similar problem but its not the same.....she finaly can take it easy and not asking too much maybe.....and she already can put it down all the past i think.....that fat ko really very childish....he need to grow up a lil bit and be a nicer person.....good luck to him....

then dear kiu,u must rush on ur assignment adi u know.this study break is for u to complete it.....plz dun do it last minute again or else u will not have the time to sleep again my dear....okayz mah??and thanx for alwiz be there for me when i need u....although we are far from each other but i think still there is no problem...we still able to be so close...thank you very much.....i appreciate u very very much...kekez,maid will do the housework if i have the chance.....permit not out lol....

then dear xiu keng.....i really dunno wat we r now......u r making me super duper confuse....maybe i did not make enuff effort to chase after u....maybe......but im really not sure wat can i do by now........but the most important thingz is u r happy......if u happy then im happy....cuz now i dun think i can have time to be in any relationshipz when i got so much burden to carry.......

dunno...but i had a gloomy weekend and a stressful weekdays......and its still goin on.....goin on....

maybe time will help me be clear of my direction....wat to do...where to proceed....

one thing for sure...i will be a successful person and smack the world.....smack smack.....

hope everyone can be happy....smile on the face after all this gloomy time....