Wednesday, February 2, 2011

除夕

今天啊,因为昨晚的很夜睡,或者更贴切是没有睡。 然后大概是7:40 我就起床冲凉,洗脸以及刷牙。 然后把所有东西都做好了以后你也醒了。 然后到你准备咯。本来是要在9点之前到可是我们很迟才到。不过幸好没有影响到你上机。 很快的把所有东西都整理好而你也必需要离开了。我非常的不舍得但没办法。我慢慢的目送你的离开。在很无奈的心情下离开机场。

然后回到去当然是做工咯,可是很坦白,我的没有睡令我根本没办法做任何事。我只是觉得不舒服而已。有一种会吐的感觉。 哈哈, 不过还好。然后很勉强的待到4点多下午,送文件到我们的贷款中心。然后就回家了。太累了。想躺在床休息一下,可是失败了,因为电话不停的响, 而且很多人都跑到我房里打扰我。结过就没睡到。之后汉文也到了。团园饭开餐啦,丰富的食物令我们都吃了很多很多。汉文也很开心因为他很久很久没吃过住家饭了。

饱餐过后, 我们就聊天,聊了很多东西,再来就去冲凉了。 因为我们全部人一起去看戏。看那套最强囍事。真的非常好笑,从开头笑到离开。但是中间它会有很多值得学习的部份,例如爱情观啦,幸福啦,还有钱啦,以及了解女人。看完了我们就离开咯。我们就到了拜拜地方。逗留了很久。

终于在现在3:27 零晨可以写部落格,但是很明显的在我没睡觉45小时后我的头脑很空,我好像不知到我自己在写什么这样。很晕

希望你玩的还开心吧,保重啊

- 申 -

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

1st day of February

Well, 2day is busy day because Chinese new year is coming, and Federal Teritorry is Holiday. So alotz of customer came to branch to do whatever they wanna do. Like Cash out money and stuff like that. the queue is superb as it can achieve higher than 50 person waiting.and actually in fact what i observe is more than 75 bah. And as usual alotz of customer has come to me and they have done the routine thingz.complain complain and complain. Oh well, Hong Leong is not my father bank, besides all u people comes together of course have to wait loh. As a standard transaction take only 5 minutes but u guys come and give us something extra which definitely is gonna take more than 15 minutes.u can't blame us,u have to queue.

Mood was not affected as its suppose to be happy. and im still happy and handle all those lose ends. And about 1 i left the branch to snake.hahahaz,it means to run away from working and doing something else. And well, Something else is much more important than working. Will work super hard when i come back from chinese new year hopefully. As i have been busy since im back from travel and i have not really rest myself yet. And because of that my body is super heaty and i can feel that pimples coming,sore throat coming,and alotz more.basically im just hot hot hot.

Come back to snake-ing. I went off already and then i go home to change. lol, i still have time to change (smile). Then rush to the LCCT to pick u up. As i say,can't wait to see u and im happy that im seeing you for the third time this year.i love starting of the year when i can see you. Wish i can have more. i really wish. but its okay, then ah, waited a while in the LCCT and you arrive. Then we go get a drinks in Starbucks. i bought my as usual Espresso Frappucino and u say i can buy u anything in liquid form. I'm like,u dun like coffee, and u didn't want ice lemon tea anymore as u had enough of it. and i dunno what else i can order but Green tea latte ice. And u say y r u alwiz buying me green tea....lol, so i bet u had enough of green tea too. Then we go to Sungei Wang straight away. But the Access to Sg wang is super super jam. So i figured that i change and park it in Times Square. And we walk over to Sg.wang. And so lucky we find a parking in Times Square real quick. Then we walk up and u saw a store full of hair accessories. Then, u went inside and bought a hair clip. Then we walking around Sg wang to check ur stuff. And u didn't wanna c anything and u want a hair cut. So we walk around and i suggested snips.. Well,u went in and explain how u wan it. She seems like she understand. And she call herself professional stylist. Unfortunately she cut it not the way u wanted. So u got pissed plus u r tired....i can really see your dissapointed face. To be honest i find it shorter makes u look more Independence and capable. And still as pretty as before.

Then we walk around and u sounds upset with ur hair,well i will grow in a bit.dun get too worried. And then we walk around to see clothes, u get urself a glasses. a freshkon color lens. And also a top. Talk about this top, the girl is super persuasive and pushy. Keep on demonstrating when we only wanna get a top. So end up u got pissed and get a grey Top which is the nicest. i bet u may not like it but u buy because she has been serving u for so long with her attitude bah. hehez,then went watson for u to buy some cosmetics and we spent some time there.

Then roughly about 9:30 we get away from sg wang to go back times square,i can really see that u are super tired. but u still make an effort to catch up with wai hoong. Really kind of u. Then we reach Taipan where i work. And we bought the Bah gua there. Well u were on the phone talking about how your auntie ruin everything in jakarta. I cannot imagine if i have meet someone like this?i dun think i can react to what they have done. then u were talking to ur mom and u order bah gua. the order taking person looks fierce. hahaz, anyway, we bought and hang out with wai hoong. And station one is the place. We order a platter and din really eat as i have not eat the whole day so i dun have the appetite to eat anyway. Have some random chat and tease him a lil.Then we go home. As we reach home, bring everything up and u unpack to pack again. So im writing my stupid blog again. And well,its time for shower. Update again 2molo.

Take good carez. Im very happy 2day.

-seng-

Monday, January 31, 2011

期待

不要误会啦,对于新年我没什么期待,我只是对你的短暂逗留非常的期待。哈哈哈,很无聊吧。 由于我期待,所以我心情还不赖,虽然有很多很不开心的事情不断发生,可是我还能够保持开朗。先说回昨晚的星光吧,李佳微拿到冠军了,可是坦白说我更喜欢孙晓亮和小白,不知道为什么?结果很多人讨论因为她是马来西亚,芙蓉人叻。然后就去写了一些,过后就去睡啦。 睡觉的时侯很开心,因为我又梦到你啦。在梦里我们没说话,就静静的在吹风。然后很快的闹钟就响啦,吵死人啦。

今天醒来后, 就慢慢驾车去上班。到了之后就慢慢的去吃早餐,再慢慢的回去工作。可是一回到去就很勤劳的做东西。动作很快的帮人做东西,因为有两个同事一天到晚在蛇(偷懒),然后另一个就请病假,老板娘也很巧和的生病,得了两天假。加上他原本的假期,好爽啊。我却累惨啦。帮他们服务客人顺便被他们骂骂一下。都不是我的错,公司规定嘛。算啦,对于这些问题不放心上。哈哈

然后啊,其中一个同事他怀疑他的女朋友在劈腿。我就和他说,不要紧的,可能不是真的啦。就算是真的你也没办法啦,开心一点过日子吧。他好像接受不了吧。我觉的吃醋是一定有的,可是如果他离开你会更开心的话为什么不让她走啊,真的需要勉强吗?我不赞成咯。

再来,我们的messenger今天没把重要的文件拿回来,结果啊我需要跑到总公司去拿文件。拿了之后又赶去那个收文件的地方,赶在今天进。结果很快的就忙完了。 忙完了我也不够时间去打针啦。只好慢慢塞车塞回家咯。看到马路上车来车往。多到很夸张叻。回到家后,因为无聊,所以我走路去那个以前长去的公园。到了之后就坐在一个角落发呆。看看青青的草,青青的树。还有就是那几个中学生。他们在打蓝球,可是他们的技巧以及基本功都很差很差。我也没有留意他们。不过我就是吹风与发呆我也坐了一个小时多吧。无聊可是我觉得很自在,也很久没那样做了。在我想回家的时侯,以前一起打球的朋友来了。就打了一下,不过人真的老了,跑不动啦。需要跑步来练气啦。 打了一下就跑啦。回到家自接去冲凉然后吃饭。标准的生活。就是把东西做好了就上网,看了一些update就上来写写心情以及发生过的事情。

就好像题目说的酱,我很期待,也很无奈。

正在想你

- 申 -

Sunday, January 30, 2011

what a day!!!

Due to last nite sleep a bit late. of cuz 2day cannot wake up early loh...however rains start when im sleeping and woke up till 11 its still raining so common thing 2 do is to sleep. then i sleep again and then roughly about 1 something only i wake up. what a good rest that i have. So with such a good rest 2day should be fantastic...However, after i woke up,clean up and then had my brunch. Kon Lo mee with some curry. and a cup of nescafe. then after a while i decide to go out. I decide to go pavillion to get something. And only 1 thing.

So i drove my iswara which is still not done repair. air-cond is still not okay, and unfortunately is raining. Whuakakaz, so i still open window but then the screen everything start to cannot see lo.So i look damm fucking stupid like wiping the screen with my hand and stuck in the traffic for an hour bah...and then finally reach pavillion parking and look for a space. This take me another half an hour to get a spot. However i seems more lucky than others as i only use this short time. Then, i went to that particular shop in pavillion to get this present. And the do a standard wraping for me. with extra card to write a short message.

After that, i go to get another card as i think like this could be more appropriate bah. And this is fast, just a bit then i learn something new, with those purchase i can actually get a free parking de bor. Sounds good. Then i drive out from parking. Now go second spot which is Ampang Point. And fuck up things happen, The window i dunno izit too much of water get inside there the whole thing got stuck and cuz me can't adjust window anymore. and i realise my shirt sucks when those dirty thingz goes on my shirt. Then window still blur blur hazy hazy.

Then ah i go find that slippers in Ampang Point, But then ah, they got nomore stock leh. and they say most probably not gonna import the same stock le ah....a choice we have, see in other place as i notice recently there is a lots of shop selling this type of slippers. Hopefully can get it before she leave. haiyoh,and then worse part came,as the window cannot go down....the whole car is like a small genting.i can't see anything. or hardly can see...So i go back merely see the road condition and i struggle.roughly about 7 i manage to reach home....Although is just a short 5 hours but it makes me extremely exhausted. But look at the things that i bought. Worth it de....

Then after that, shower at home and then ah, go mamak eat nasi kandar with younger brother lo...bcuz he wanna rush home and watch that 超级星光大道7 总决赛。then ah we finish it real quick lo. And now finally settling down in front of TV, they are watching and i am doing my stupid blogging. i dunno why after this trip.i loves to write down some of my daily happenings or some of my feelings. i really dunno y. hahaz

Miss you much. Take good carez oh...

-seng-

Friday, January 28, 2011

很累的 last minute

因为我两个星期的假期, 我这个星期忙到超出我的预期。 因为工作上的没人帮我, 结果就是两个星期的空窗期。什么事情都没做到, 变成我一回来就需要把全部都赶完。 不过啊, 现实就是这样的啦,没有人会帮你,就算他已经受到命令,就算他们都已答应在你休假的时侯他会帮你处理要紧事。但是所有人都是自私和懒惰的。没什么好怨的,自己已经有了一个很好的长假了,再辛苦一下下咯。反正去年都是这样一个人熬过来,今年也可以的。而且这个假期加上借了钱给一个好朋友,再加上新年,我的储蓄就一直向下啦。幸好还有几千啊。不然就死啦。哈哈哈。所以要更勤劳赚更多更多的钱。

然后就是我的新年准备啦, 因为两个星期不在。所以大扫除和油漆都还没做,也还没买必须品。因为这个原因我在星期四的晚上, 当工作已经很烦很累的时侯,我还需要拖着很疲惫的身体在油漆。当然我在油我最爱的浅蓝色咯,但是油到一半,两幅墙壁之后才发现漆不够。过后我必须在没办法里找办法。就是用其他的漆去配剩下那两幅墙。结果叻我用了很浅的青色来配。我都不懂是好看还是不好看。不过我自己觉的很舒服,很温暖的地方,我最自在的地方。但是不知不觉之中我才知道我油漆油到十二点晚上呃。累惨啦。

还有一件事想说, 我啊,如果人对我好我会害怕叻。我不知道我怕什么,就好像我工作那里有个同事。他应该有四十吧。单身噢。她常常会对我很好的,连我旅行回来过后身体还没好。很热很不舒服,她会买一瓶不知道是什么但应该对身体好的饮料给我。说喝了会好。还有很多很多,可是我这个笨蛋啊,不懂珍惜不要紧,还要怕他。我甚至到了我家人对我好我都会感觉怪怪的。我的头脑应该是坏去了吧。

然后,星期五因为前晚油漆到很夜所以上班的时后很没精神。 而且还有很多不懂是怎样来的问题一个接一个的来攻击我。很弱的我啊,虽然我知道我能够熬得过这些考验,但我很想告诉霓,很想听听你的声音。因为霓玖是我的动力。在星期五晚回到家后,我冲好凉之后就开始我的大扫除。因为所有东西都做好了。结果把一些东西丢了,把一些东西重新摆过。然后真的还蛮满意啦。很舒服的藏身之所。哈哈,然后十点酱顾客打来,问我能出来拿那个支票然后帮我进银行吗?小姐,我能够说不吗?好笑,结果明知道马路因为全部人都出来买东西而变塞车我都要出来。差不多一个小时后才到家。会到家想上网,可是我连接不到。弟弟又在打机。所以最后只好去睡觉罢了。

到今天,很早就醒了。今天和妈妈还有弟弟约好要去sungei wang plaza的。 可是弟弟还没醒,结果我就先上网啦。然后检差了email一下。就写blog了。写到一半弟弟醒了,所以就出去吃早餐咯。吃好了就出发自接到那里。一如往常妈妈要自己走,而我和弟弟就四周围逛。 我们临时买了些新年衣服。我们还去了pavillion闲逛。其实没有东西买的,只是带弟弟去看而已,因为如果没人带他他是不会去那里的。本来想买他一个钱包,可是他被价钱吓到了所以不好意思。没办法啦,只好自己去猜咯,然后希望我买的他还会喜欢啦。

逛了一天过后超级累,才3小时。那两个星期我逛整天都可以,我开始不了解自己的身体构造啦。奇怪的我。我真的很想念霓啊。

祝大家,
新年快乐,一家团圆,平平安安以及身体健康。
- 申 -

Thursday, January 27, 2011

May i love you

我要如何 才能擁抱妳呢
緊緊抱著 我吻妳妳附和
從朋友 晉陞情人角色
從苦澀 轉變成了快樂

把鑰匙交給了妳 妳卻轉身將我囚禁
在一扇叫做等待的門裡
妳試過 那麼多心的鎖
怎麼就不來開啟 我的愛情

Love you, Love you, May I love you?
Tell me what to do
才能讓你不孤單 我不孤獨 一起找幸福
當這個世界一步一步 華麗到荒蕪

請放心 我還是妳的信徒

Love you, Love you, May I love you?
Tell me you love me too
我可以繼續付出 付出就夠我滿足
不相信愛情對我 永遠(的)殘酷
我奢望 時間會為我祝福

看著我這樣投入 難道妳都沒有感觸
不接受至少給我些幫助
就說你感動到想要哭
多少能減輕一點我的痛苦


This is a song where at different age it brings different meaning to me. 2day alotz of thingz happen but im too tired to write down....will take a rest and write tomorrow. And I'm feeling this song now so i post.

take good carez. xoxo

i miss you

-seng-

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

好久不见!

我啊,真的很久很久没回来了。因为去年实在发生了太多事情了,很多很多很难应付的难关。不过也庆幸老天爷给了我那么多的考验。就因为这些考验令我更明白很多事情。我觉得我真的变得更加可靠了,就算一个人也能够把家给撑起来。虽然很辛苦但是看到家人就已经很值得啦。

现在,事情像是平伏了下来。可是全家人的开销还是很大啊。我还是需要很努力很努力的赚钱,不过只要我抱持像去年一样的忙碌我还是可以有储蓄啊。只要我赚够了我就要想办法去实现我的梦想。我有信心我能够做到的。

i think i better write back in English. Because this part is about my wonderful trip has come to an end. This trip gives me back a lots of different feelings, and more desire to achieve my dream. And of course a opportunities to look at other place which is not KL. Because of this trip i come back writing. Ohya, and i think personal development also after this trip. A lil different.

Time about 12:10 p.m. Departures of Singapore and coming back to LCCT. By the time i get into the plane, a lots of people already sitting at their place. Because i didn't rush and queue when they are all rushing. Then my seat is at 20E, in the middle and i hope both side is clear so more relaxing for me. Unfortunately, Both seat beside me also got people. So i sit down, There is a guy from Singapore sitting at my left and a lady from India sitting on my right. As we have put on our safety belt, This guy beside me is still playing his i phone. Then, the stewardess ask us to switch off the phone and i did. However, this guy on my left, and this moment he start making calls. He is so excited talking on the phone until the stewardess has to come and ask him to stop. However, he stop but then he start one of the game of his I Phone. In my heart is like, whualiao u dun understand English de bor. Then finally he switch off the phone. After that, just right after the stewardess has demonstrate to us how to use all the facilities he can't wait to ask, "can i buy your souvenir" . Really Kiasu, then during the flight more things happen. he is having a flu. He has tissue but what surprise me is that he never wipe his nose with the tissue but then with his purple color Tee-shirt. I'm so shocked with his a lil bit wet Tee. But i pretend never see anything. Then, when the plane is going to land, we were asked to fastened our seat belt. This Guy on my left never failed to entertain me. When everyone is sitting down quietly he climb up and down to put his thing in his hand carry. walk here and there and until quite a while only he sit down. And this is not the end yet. So,as we are going down walking back to the terminal. He go the fastest but actually he come with his parents and grandma. His grandma is just right behind him. So his dad say, take care of ah ma when u going down. I'm tall enough to stand behind this family to watch them. What i see is that this guy walk very de fast and end up his mom is holding his grandma and his father watching at the back. Whualiao, and then when walking he walk almost 100 meter's in front and then follow by his parents. But his grandma is at the back slowly walking as i'm standing right behind of her. I dunno but if u asked me, if whole family is going on a trip, shouldn't they walk together and at least if u dun feel like holding ur grandma,stay by her side. However they just amaze me.

Then, when to tax free bought ciggaretes for daddy and liquor for display(perhaps drink when we needed to). After that, went out and wait for toufu. Timing is about just nice, he reach not long after that. Reach home only feel very tired and relieve. But haven't sleep as chit chat with family for a while. Unload all the dirty clothes, souvenir, shower and clean up some stuff. After that went online and stay up for a while. watch 娱乐百分百 and have homecook food as dinner. Then when everything is done almost at 10 o'clock I'm too tired so lie on the bed and Oi Oi till next morning.

First day back to work, i can honestly say is frustrating. Cause i have not been working for the past 16 days. So physically and mentally also not rest yet. Once i get into the office i can see my manager smile. She is happy that finally someone is back to share her trouble. When the others create. lol, Things i have instruct before I'm on leave remains as it is when I'm. Very annoyed. And then the phone has been ringing the whole day. Problem arise one after another. I've learned a lesson. Do not instruct the wrong person. But after this trip i am more equip to face all this challenges. I'm ready to go for more. However the sales report is entertaining as I'm still the top 20 nationwide even when I'm away for holiday.

Second day, is still about cleaning all the shits that have not been clean for 2 weeks. Boss is fierce because her patience for this boys has come to an end. screaming and yelling here and there. I'm someone she don't say because I'm super busy doing all the works. I think if i take 1 more weeks she will suffer mental insane. And guilty hits me. I will work even harder to earn more money and cover her in her yearly achievement. Remains on top and go closer to my dream. if i can ever make it to Sydney and study actuarial. Unfortunately, the cost of living there is too high plus the fees and difficulty of this subject is equally high. But i enjoy overcome obstacle and challenge after what i have experience. I can view what i want in a clearer vision. And new year resolution is go learn swimming after CNY. Then after that will go for Gym. Keep Fit as my health seems not so good recently. Can feel it so clearly.

And Third day, Sales is coming back. Agents all are ready and I'm ready. Going to hit it big again next month. Busy busy whole day. Well, there is a funny jokes today, i drove my mom's car and after i drove. When I'm going home the car start to jerk and i realize I'm a very rough user. All cars that i have drove need to send for maintenance. Hahahahaz.

Another 1 month then birthday coming le, i wish this year would be like last year. I don't want to work but just stay at home alone doing nothing and sit in front of my laptop perhaps. And then i can have my daydream session and i don't want any cake. What a loner but this is my little wish.

Ohya, forget to wish ah nic happy birthday. i wanted to come by your party but however my work is too much and i need to work tomorrow as well so i can't make it. But u a nice dinner okay. Happy birthday and have a blast.

Finally, i think thats it for now bah. Hope to come back and write more often. As i have so many things to say after so long didn't come here. Take carez everyone.(saying this because personally health is not so good.not well)

p.s wonder if u still read?i miss u alotz.hope u r doing fine.

-seng-