Tuesday, March 24, 2009

cloudy day!!

2day dunno izit bcuz god pity me got burn the other day.....so he decide to let no sun out 2day!!hahahaz,i love 2day......well and recently got quite busy wif everything.......especially wif the distributors and the dealers....i feel so tired wif them......and my bosses thinks that if we can keep on slow pace should be good......so lets go babe.....

and very tired recently......neva had a good rest.......2molo sumore have to rush go kuala selangor and make sure everyone sign before i can come back.....and then most probably i need to go KL city to sign the rest of the dealers......and hopefully i can start selling those packs by thursday.......that will be great!!

then become very weird wif us now.....i wonder how r both of us consider?????looks so far yet so close.....my god.....very dizzy and my body got so hot suddenly....now my mouth is full of ulcer beh........can understand i need more water to cool down my body...i think......lol

and helllllllllllllllllllllllll,i need a break to rest and out of this city......hahahaz

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

wednesday!!!

okayz,recently has been very busy bcuz just everything is picking up so i got alotz of work to do.....alwiz flying here and there loh.........then after that has to communicate wif dealers......and try to make them buy...hahahaz,funny a bit...

then recently my dear kiu start to be very very not happy......actually did try to make her happy.....but then after a while then she will think about those negative stuff again......but if im her,i might even be worse...nobody know.....she is so tough i think......well but dun really know wat actually happening..........well i guess now i can do oni chat wif her....try to relax her mind.........hope she will be better soon......

then just now when yum cha wif kevin and thiam soon.......again this kevin is in troubled.......hahahahaz,bcuz the mom bring for some fortune teller......so that person totaly crashed kevin's heart and say u will not have a good relationshipz.....even if got wife oso not good....the ending i think.....then if u got son or daughter oso not good....bcuz they will finish all ur money in a bad way.........and u will still be in bad luck until 31 years old......but he is oni 22 going 23....whuakakakakakaz,so i just scold him one thing.....this type of thing dun go see better lah...if they say good thing does not mean u no need to work hard......if they say u bad then u will feel terrible and no confident......this activity is so demotivating but his mom alwiz bring him go.......pity him.......so he is a bit negative but i think we did help him to relax a lil bit i guess....hope i did if not really waste my time...hahahahaz

and as usual im missing u very very much.......i know u might be busy recently and i am too.......but i think u know that i miss u.....maybe u miss me too...nobody know..hahahaz

Sunday, March 15, 2009

whualau....

start wif last friday nite suppose to celebrate ah sa birthday at look out point.....the plan was everyone wait at ah sa house and go together at 8...but bcuz yee wei work until 8 so i told her i will pick them up and go there a bit late........so they go by themselves.....oh well.....we use 1 hour to reach look out point which we can see the whole KL view...nice place.....but if for 25 person at one row.....maybe a lil weird........and i waited for everyone 2 sit down then we order food and drinks......my food came last...so stupid....hahahahaz,then something not happy happen....which is half way we were eating half group of the people left........cuz they wanna go up and see the more clear KL view.......but one follow another end up oni left 10 person lidat wif the super long table.....and the birthday gal was left wif us.......she's just not so happy bcuz after that ask people take picture and about the bills just so troublesome.......and then at first someone already promise to club together.......end up most of them din go......so i understand she's not happy.......well then i reach home around 2....and sleep

then saturday woke up at 9 lidat cuz need to go cut my hair......now my hair is no difference wif those botak...damm short my hair....hahahahaz,then after that we go home.......then alan and foo wanna go KL to walk around and buy present for kah chun....then after that more funny.......we go by train....we park the car at bukit jalil stadium there.......so we reach there and alan suggest to buy that shit keychain.....so after he buy we walk a while more in times square....then when we wanna walk to the train station start raining.......but we still manage to reach station without being wet yet.....so inside the train then we reach bukit jalil station.........so when we reach we know its gonna rain cats and dogs.......but suddenly we heard the drifting sound...so we go up and see really there's drifting...but foo say leave before the heavy rain.......we neva listen.........end up when we start walk back to the car start raining heavily.....so we r stuck in the middle.....then we decided to be wet...is very fun to play.......and end up all wet like bathing....then when we sit in the car,we start driving back to home....then sudddenly alan so unluckily car cannot start in the middle of highway...........reason after his father staff check is the timing belt spoiled.......whualau end up it drag a few hours there and i promise to dinner together wif desmond and the gang....those college kawan......

then reach home wif whole day wet.....so then i go to that steamboat place.....but the food honestly is just so so...i dun feel anything nice so just simply grab alotz of thingz in my mouth...then we chat chat a lil...then desmond and ah san go back.....kah wah oso go home....left oni me and vincent and wai hong go lil bali cafe watch manchester united vs liverpool and also arsenal vs blackburn.......

and 3 of us the whole nite sitting outdoor under the rain....so wet........and we have 4 bucket of heineken......my god.....so drunk.....hahahahaz,cuz excited when liverpool win 4-1 and arsenal win 4-0.....and we talk about some staff that happen recently.......and i reach home already almost 3 in the morning.....so sleep

and 2day wake up i feel so dizzy.......headache bcuz of wat i had yesterday i think....and freaking hot i feel......and 2day just do nothing in front of laptop and just went eat alotz of foods.....so now resting and prepare for 2molo back to work......

at the same time missing her much......lol.so funny...

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

raining cats and dogs...

as the title show......now raining till like mad lidat.....whualau im so scared......so 2day cannot go exercise jor lah......so pity.....nvm lah....okayz since that few days which give me alotz of stress and pressure...now at least everything is slowing down.....and i can have a breathe........well regarding my recent family issues.....my dad just went kuantan yesterday....so he will not be home for 2 weeks.......so peace for 2 weeks...but when he is back wat will happen sincerely i dunno....i have no idea.......just hope for the best and definitely im prepared for the worse...i alwiz do.....

then jun jun oso went to work adi.....lucky this time they neva say delay or anything....good for her......then kiu is gonna exam.......and im gonna invite some klang kaki and shiroi,vivian makan bah kut teh...whualau so hard to ask cuz everyone busy like mad everytime......so cacat..........

then recently catch up wif kevin,kok hay and soon..........so basically soon and kok hay is fine....but our fren kevin is having some conflict there.......he is just into his relationship problem again..........well,that gal is under his team...and he is a team leader.....not positive....if im the manager i will sack her...hahahaz,or at least shift her to another team.....then he is not afraid of wat others say and be i think flirty wif her......so i believe the rest of the team member might drop their confidence on him a lil bit........then recently i think he decided not to get close wif her....but he suffer...i dunno how 2 say......i did advice but dun seems working....so we leave it.....he will grow tougher each time he fall......gambateh mate.......

then to my dear.....im missing u much.....i can feel that we r being at least a bit closer........i really feel very very excited.......sweet flirty stage i suppose....i know will take times to progress.....but i dun mind waiting........as long as i can stay by ur side.....i already feel very very happy......hehehez,hope for the best.....hope for the best...hahaz

Saturday, March 7, 2009

stressfull day!!!!

2day actually quite weird.........i oso dunno how 2 say...woke up quite early considering is sunday.....i oso dunno y....then after that had breakfast and watch discovery talking about crocodile...read some news on the paper............then suddenly oni justin oso say he cannot make it 2nite so the rest is oso not coming......hahahaz,so end up me and pat pat will dinner 2gether just to catch up wif each other loh......kekez

then around 12 lidat mommy wanna go out........she brings a bottle of water........so my dad start grumble say she going out to have fun.......to mixed around wif man and women.........we actually quite pissed off wif his attitude.....he say straight away like my mom did something wrong and probably he is looking for a fight..........im quite dissapointed wif this childish attitude....mentioned alotz of time before that if cannot take it then u both dun get along.........they both wanna get along but then wanna fight like this.........he neva even think about how im burdened at this stage......i pay house loan...sometimes daily expenses like papers or security fees oso i pay......and alotz more.......neva contribute nevamind on the sunday oso wanna start up a fight and end up will need us to stop them......i really had enuff of this dramatic scene........y is he so negative and im so positive???he just spoiled my sunday morning mood......

then after that im still missing her so much....i know our relationship is very hard to define where izit......."ai mei" should be the best describtion........i think so..............but really hope one day we can be closer than just that...well time will proves everything............

very boring day.......everything is just so not excited except for the dinner.....and the nite chat wif kiu........but i think after my dinner will be quite late oso...hahahaz.....

mood--bomb gonna explode anytime.....

2day i just feel like blogging....second part of the day!!!!!!!!well actually suppose to have a gathering 2day........but then bcuz of some incident then we cannot gather together but since im already at pyramid i got nothing to do then stay at bookstore and read a mystery novel for 3 hours there.....stand till leg pain......then oni go some mamak near by look for food.........after finish that dinner/supper i knew that when im home there will definitely be alotz of problem.........bcuz my dad is being stupid again.....as i mentioned in the afternoon,he really fight over the issue just now.......and my stupid auntie wif husband and the son is her....she is the one comment alotz.......like proffesor,but i bet she wanna help my mom....but she really talk alotz and my father that so so so insists about face issue.......say my mom make him shame........not respect.....oh well and dun talk wif him all is my mom's fault....i was like wat the fuck man.......2day my mood is just the worse of all.......im just being stressful wif him.....he can't even support the family but is burdening me but he neva realise and he still wanna act as a person in charge of the house.......fuck man.....if got time find fought why not just go and get some job to help out the family.........im exhausted wif all this shit adi.....he keep on grumble like fucking ass hole oni....neva even think of all his mistake that he keep repeating.......neva wanna give people freedom......my god man......and say thingz like wanna kill my mom and stuff....brainless.......he really has no idea how he has make us feel shame.......

god,can u plz tell me my dad which i respect so much last time....which is a superman to me...which is contributing to family...where have he been...y he oni know how 2 grumble and burdening us.......im gonna lose patience on this guy......im ashamed wif him......y people's parents can do so good......my dad......i really feel like crying.......i hope my grandma is here to slap him awake......slap till he know he is wrong and fucking wrong which neva cares about anyone's feelingz........

Thursday, March 5, 2009

busy!!!

been so busy since yesterday...cuz mom car send for repair....so i need to send younger brother to school and then me myself go to the skin specialist for injection...so i leave home at 8 and have breakfast adi then send bro there.....while im waiting for my turn to go inject my face im so nervous......is something similar to a prisoner prepare to be torture.....but rememba thereis support......just go ahead and get injection by the doctor......he is so funny he say where should i poke this time.....hand or leg......then i say face lah.........then he poke until i feel so pain left and right side or my face.......then bloody.......then he joke,since i poke ur left side and right side....u wan some in the middle????lol,since there is no scar tissue y poke.....i asked him...he laugh.......

then after that wait for younger bro........he say probably can leave at 11:20 but i wait until 12 oni he is out...my god....then bcuz of the ah hong from seremban getting interview from johnny....so i went kim gary and catch up wif them see how thingz goes.....but hong just not prepare mentally,he is not confidence enough and some of his resume is just not right......so i believe he will get some idea and prepare again so in the future he can do better........

then reach home adi stay a while read the papers then rush out again to get the car send to repair...then toufu go home and me go mid valley to meet up wif evan,jun jun and justin....so we have a drink there then shop around wif evan and jun.........neva buy anything but around 7 lidat they are hungry so they eat......i watch......then jia xin and tony call ask me to go pyramid....whualau haven rest then rush to pyramid and meet up wif them.......so talk talk some crap there......chat around until 10 something lidat oni go home......reach home bath and eat adi sumore go online and check check......then oni wanna go oi oi.......later gonna meet up wif boss...good luck to myself......hope got something good happen......

Sunday, March 1, 2009

thank you!!






well,even though my birthday already pass few days.....yesterday i have a birthday dinner again wif seaport group which is ah nic,yee wei,shi liang,stephy,theresa,jia xin, and me and tiff which is both not from seaport...hahahaz,have some great time chat chat and play play there......and those cake is chocolate banana.....so again thanx for all of them that came for the dinner.really appreciate it!!!!so many times i celebrate...lol,and the place is at millenium square...until now i still dunno how i can put this picture nicer.....still look funny funny when i post.....

then 2day boss email to me.....basically i think is need me to work harder for him and let him now my progress i think.....well he already give me very much freedom but the thing is i still dun have epf and socso.he still haven give me any new contract???im not sure how he wanna pay me....so boring...

well,and my ulcer almost a week adi still there not cured.....wat can i do....did i talk crap too much until my mouth now lidat???well,theres alotz of dinner coming by all friends.....sister in law,hon woon,then patrick and theresa.....i feel that life is becoming quite busy there.....lol,but its good bcuz it means i can have a lotz of thingz to do....busy busy....

again miss u so much.....still dunno how???speechless...............haihz..